kolic

So I've finally been cooking and things like that. It took being broke for 2 weeks to get me to learn how to live. I've enjoyed it. I've had several moments lately where I've felt nicely human and content, which are the moments I live for.

It occurred to me what learning this stuff is like though. When I learn to play a song on...
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So...Um. Woo-hoo for drunkness. Though I was planing on drinking vodka, getting my tattoo design down, and playing guitar. I've accomplished all three, but the guitar was not the stress reliever I was hoping for. Upshot is that I know how to play the song "In Time", which is the song the guy plays in the restuarant in The Punisher. Sexy fuckin' song that.

I'm...
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I've not posted in a long time. I've not had much to say. I don't know if anyone still even knows I'm here or cares.

I had an epiphany today though, and I feel the need to share it.

It's been a year since my fiance left me. She was someone I truly loved. And a year later, I've figured out why things fell apart...
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So...a customer of mine died recently, it turns out. I'm really quite saddened by it. She was a very sweet older lady, she always had a smile, and she always liked to joke and chat. She was one of the really nice customers that take the time to learn how to run the machines a bit and then, when they see others having trouble, take...
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So...ahm...I'm gonna enlist in the Air Force.
Yes, I know I'll have to supress certain parts of my self.
Yes, I know I'm kinda supporting Bush by becoming part of the military.
Yes, I know that there's a chance I'll end up in Iraq.
But...
I get college level training for free.
I get out of this goddamn town/state for free.
I get a very...
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First off, Grr and argh for blisters from playing guitar. Not fun.
I got to go to my nephew's first little league game yesterday. He did pretty good. The kids really don't know what they're doing, but they're young and stuff, so it's really just funny. Billy knows what he does wrong and admits it and wants to get better. He's not very aware, so...
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Whoooo! Drunken post! Whoooo!
um...okay...now that that's done...
I don't have anything else to say...or at least can't remember it. I wanted to post something......Oh yeah!
do you think it'd be wrong of me to introduce myself using my middle name and presenting myself as a slightly different person when I go out? Just to get away from myself for a while? No out and...
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Hate's not a strong enough word.
SO...How's your night?
Me?
Leslie has some of my books, she says she's going to drop them by my apartment last night. She doesn't do it. She says she'll bring them by tonight. Do I have them? No!
Why? First time I call her to ask about it, her older brother answers the phone. He threatens to shoot me...
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That girl from work actually called me. Unfortunately, I was at work and couldn't answer the phone at the time, but I called her back and left a voicemail. I say I was at work, but then that doesn't normally stop me. I was in view of the higher up manager and didn't want to hear his weasel ass bitch.
I'm working at our downtown...
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Let's see...Finally stood up to Leslie after she made me get up from being asleep at 4:30am to get her a fucking 3 foot length of coaxial cable I accidently took when I grabbed my NES...I did it by being an asshole, but she made far more of it than what it was.
Oh, and Dreu, you telling me not to give up on finding...
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