kolic

Eh. I had one of those nights last night. Friend took me out drinking after we got nicely stoned. We got decently fucked up (hell, woke up stoned, hated being at work, made me paranoid), but we had to deal with drama with the "normal" people. There were some girls there who were drunk and horny. And one ended up making out with my drinking...
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Either you die lonely as a Nice Guy or you live long enough to see yourself become an Asshole.

You know what I want more than anything? A group of friends to hang out with, get stoned/drink with, and watch stuff like the Shining and zombie movies and crazy shit like that.

Karma is bullshit. Period. End of story.

I decided to go out tonight to a gay club called the Majestic that I've gone to before. I thought, "Hey, it's Halloween, I've not gone out for months really, so I'd better go out tonight." I dressed up in the kinda outfit I used to wear to bondage clubs, even wore my collar, which I'm sensitive about...
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So, after that long trip, I'm back. I'll expand on the stories later, but let me sum it up...

Spent the night in a campground that was more like a manicured lawn for yuppie campers than real camping.
Found a city I really want to move to now. (Denver and some of the surrounding cities are SOOOO nice.)
I drove/walked up to an alpine slope...
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Oy. Buzzkill.

So...There's this hot girl who used to be a part of my Rocky cast. We flirted and stuff back then, but she was taken. I've wanted her badly since then. Well, her relationship has been breaking up and we've been fooling around a bit.

Now...My ex-fiance started dating/fucking other guys within days of us officially calling it off while we were still living...
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Okay, so recently SG did a review of O'Death, a damn cool band. I got into 'em, checked their myspace, and HOLY HELL, they were playing here tonight. So I went to see it. Now...I'm okay with live music. I've never really gotten into it. But this performance was FUCKING AMAZING. Had me jumping up and down and just rocking out to it. And the...
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Went to a pretty cool part last night. Not as much fetish-y type stuff happened as I hoped, but it was still nice to go out and see people I've not seen, quite literally, in years.

The big downer of the night was my drinking buddy who went along. I ended up feeling like the wife with the alcoholic husband as I tried to keep...
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So I'm probably going to go to the first fetish party I've been to in almost 2 years. It's pending me getting $5 for the door. I'm nervous as hell about it because the fetish scene here in Tulsa seems tiny which means there's a chance I might run into my ex-fiance. There is no word other than hatred to state how I feel about...
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