Well, first off, I got a coffee table. I helped my little brother move on Saturday and he didn't have room for it, so I got it. I need to work on it a bit to make the legs more stable and maybe put a 2x4 underneath the tabletop to brace things a bit, but it's otherwise decent.
By the by, after spending the day...
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starbuck42:
This is the second dog that I've lost since I moved off to college. I feel so guilty for not being there when it happened. My mom won't stay with them after the vet pulls out the needle. I don't want them to be alone.
dreu:
Marlboro reds are what I smoked when I felt like one in high school and college. They are awesome as far as cigarettes go, to a non-smoker - very macho.
Ahhhhhhhhh....Sweet Lady Internet. Now I'll both have something to do and something to take my mind off of other bullshit. I'm really enjoying living here, other than being bored out of my mind the first couple of nights. I'm getting better sleep than I have in over 2 years, probably better than I've had since I was a wee one. Decorating is proving to be...
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wickedchix:
Im glad you are doing somewhat better. Like I said, if you ever need to talk, you know how to get me. 
So I'm basically moved in, though I have yet to have a chance to sit back and enjoy it. I've still got quite a few things to move over, but it's all small, mostly decorative things or things that are just gonna be put up in boxes.
I'm sort of riding a high of independence right now. I feel nicely free, though that feeling is...
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dreu:
Congrats on the new place. When's the open house party? 
I liked the computer/dick analogy.
I liked the computer/dick analogy.
I'm moving out! As of today, I will have a new apartment all to myself. The actually big move is on Saturday, but I figure I'll start taking my smaller stuff tonight and tomorrow as I get it packed. It also gives me tonight to cleanse and ward the place. It'll probably be Monday (I doubt I can get the cable guy over there tomorrow...
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dreu:
Good luck with the move! I hope you are excited about it.
So...I've hooked up with two guys as of late. The only thing is done for me (seeing as I've never gotten off with a guy) is how much I need female comfort. Yes, of course I mean sex, but I also just mean simple cuddling. A lot of the recent drama with Her is that that she's one of the only females I trust enough...
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dreu:
Well, at least you are learning a lot about what you need and don't need. But I think a lot of guys understand comfort, so I wouldn't give up after 2 that didn't.
I've been trying hard to go out and meet people. Limited sucess has followed.
I spent an hour trying to find a '30s style fedora at a couple of thrift stores.
I was in Borders for 2 hours and had two decent coversations (with cute girls, no less), but those were with employees of the store, and not likely to become a social contact.
I...
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I spent an hour trying to find a '30s style fedora at a couple of thrift stores.
I was in Borders for 2 hours and had two decent coversations (with cute girls, no less), but those were with employees of the store, and not likely to become a social contact.
I...
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grady31:
i understand exactly where your coming from.... I have been in that situation and asked /told myself the same things. Though it hasn't gotten me anywhere.....Yet.
I'm sitting in the Gypsy Coffeehouse, the night after attempting to force myself to be social at New Age Renegades (Or just hook up with someone if the opportunity had presented itself)and I'm more confounded than I have been (probably) ever. I'm hounded by one question: How do people meet other people? Human socialization escapes me. By the gods, I cannot figure out how I...
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dreu:
How old was the resident Dirty Old Man? I want to know if I'm in that category.
I really dig both Gypsy and Renegades, but of course I never get to go to either. I am willing to go alone and risk no one talking to me. Grass is always greener ya know.
I really dig both Gypsy and Renegades, but of course I never get to go to either. I am willing to go alone and risk no one talking to me. Grass is always greener ya know.
dreu:
Thanks for keeping me out of the dirty old man category
Talk to you when I get back from vacation (gone 14th-20th).
-Dreu
Talk to you when I get back from vacation (gone 14th-20th).
-Dreu
Firstly, an editorial or retraction or whatever: My use of the term "painkiller" was meant completely euphemistically, not literally. I thought this would come across, but I was informed that people did not catch it. I apologize, when I speak with any sort of stream-of-consciousness, I tend to use terms in weird ways that make sense to me, but don't to other people. I was...
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dreu:
Regarding the ex-girlfriend, I'll wheel out a couple cliches here, because they apply. One, there are plenty of goldfish in the bowl. Two, it's better you found her bad side now and that things weren't going to work out now rather than after having wasted years. -Peace, Dreu.
wickedchix:
RE: Tattoo = That was taken barely two hours after it was done. The outlining was okay... I flinched, but nothing major. It was the coloring and shading that killed me. Like stabbing the same wound over and over again. I wont lie.. it hurt like a bitch. But I am okay. Right now it just itches like an SOB and I am so paranoid about it until it heals...
About the other... I cant even begin to say anything that would make you feel better about it. So I will say this. If you need someone to hang out with and chill and do what YOU want to do? Give me holler...
About the other... I cant even begin to say anything that would make you feel better about it. So I will say this. If you need someone to hang out with and chill and do what YOU want to do? Give me holler...
First off, a review that comes almost 10 years late. Stabbing Westward's Darkest Days album, perhaps the greatest breakup album of all time for a gent like me. The songs all describe every possible emotion you could feel when the one you love has ripped your heart out and pissed all over it. It deals with anger, regret, depression, hate, and ultimately, that fucking feeling...
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darke:
Yeah, buddy, Darkest Days is a great album when you want to mindfuck yourself over. Had that album since the day it came out, it's still great even after 7 years of being happily married 
Sometimes It Hurts, Desperate Now - awesome tracks.
Sometimes It Hurts, Desperate Now - awesome tracks.
wickedchix:
You want the honest truth? Women are blood sucking, power hungry whores who guilt trip and all out lie to your face to get what they want. Honestly, guys are the same but they dont use tits and ass to lure you in. A bat of an eyelash and a purse of the lips can down the most buff male. And yea... we all say sweet and nice. But remember my ex? He turned out to be a puss. Sure, I want nice... but I dont want whipping post either. And I sure as hell dont want hulking he-man who talk like Tarzan. Like guys, I want Charming in public and Man-whore in the bedroom. The only good thing I bring out of this relationship, and I am sure you will too, is that everyone is a complete ass. EVERYONE. And when society embraces that thought, then no one will be surprised with what they got.
A friend here sent me a message:
[MEMBER=Doesn't matter who asked] said:
Hi - are you still romantic with your girlfriend or just roommates?
Just roomates...and barely that at the moment. She's been staying out of the apartment as much as possible. It's hard on me because I get lonely and she ends up not taking much care of the cats. I don't know if...
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