kolic

I'm having one of my moody periods. Instead of the normal thousand things going on in my head at once, I've got ten thousand. From the relaxed mood of "No socks and no shirt is comfy", to realizing why my boss doesn't like SG even though he likes the kind of girl (He's a dominate guy, needs to feed his ego. These are strong women. That and I don't think he saw enough of the site, said that it looked like the girls did it just for the money, that motherfucker), to the depression of having looked through the SG book and being remined that girls of this caliber are out of my league, to lonliness since I don't have as much to do with friends w/out having my gf anymore, to realizing just how odd and unique the vagina is and that I kinda want to experience more (Only been with 6 girls, I think), to really wanting a cute boy to fuck and cuddle with, to just plain being goofy.
Then it's all really annoying on top of that. Not to mention (and this is hypocritical to mention this when I was embarrassed last night, but that shows how my moods and opinions change like the moon) that last night, my inner queen made an appearance. I don't like acting fem.