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Exorcist didn't scare me as much as I hoped. I can still fully appreciate it's status as a classic though.

I just came back from my first classes of Introduction to Judaism and Basic Hebrew. First off, I forgot how much I liked class. I LOVE learning, listening to lectures, and all the brainwork that comes as a result. Actually, that's the main thing I have to say. I'm trying not to get frustrated with the people who were slow to gather the very basic concepts of the Hebrew alphabet because I know that I have a knack for languages and that I had taken the time to study on my own weeks ago. They will slow the class down though. The other class was great and several really good notions, idea, etc were brought up.

And now? I'm eating Arby's and seeing if a friend of mine is gonna be able to score some weed, which is cool, but as I've gotten into my faith, my interest in old vices have waned. I'm sort of torn on just how much I want to smoke up, and I feel like a hypocrite when I consider how much I enjoyed it just a couple of months ago. And while I feel like a hypocrite, I also feel pride that I don't need a vice to feel good anymore, though I still believe that I should let myself enjoy it more as a treat than as a mood booster. Ice cream instead of a crutch, ja?