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Wednesday Feb 11, 2009

Feb 11, 2009
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My rent check bounced due to bad budgetting (computers aren't the answer for everything.), I'm depressed, miserable, lonely, I punched a hole in the bathroom wall when my shower water stopped mid flow for 20 minutes, I burned my fingers with matches, I had 3 overdraft notices in my mail, work was a bitch and a half, and when I tried to tell a friend how this morning I couldn't get to sleep because the idea of getting up and facing another day filled me with a child-like terror, she laughed and didn't realize how serious I was.

Dunno how much more of this shit I can take.
padre:
Man it sounds awful, I'm really sorry. A lot of times people mistake my words for jokes, that never really helps. I wish I had some comforting words for you my friend
Feb 11, 2009
thateagleguy:
I know exactly what you mean about when people don't think you are serious. It seems the more brutal the honesty the more likely someone is to laugh.
Feb 11, 2009

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