That girl from work actually called me. Unfortunately, I was at work and couldn't answer the phone at the time, but I called her back and left a voicemail. I say I was at work, but then that doesn't normally stop me. I was in view of the higher up manager and didn't want to hear his weasel ass bitch.
I'm working at our downtown store 3days a week for a few weeks. It simultaneously sucks and is cool. They do things really different and it's all a disorganized mess in my eyes, but they're slower and closing the store is easier.
I talked to a friend I hadn't talked to in awhile. I had tried contacting him and his gf a couple of times to go do something together, to get exchanged dvd's back, etc, but hadn't heard anything. So I went and saw him in person to make sure he hadn't been spoonfed propaganda about me, as I know some people have been. Turns out he hadn't heard anything about it, he's just been busy with work and the fact that his own relationship is on the rocks.
I was gonna offer myself as a pet to his gf again, as I was hers before I was T.A.B's, but I realized that I can't be submissive to a girl right now. Because of one girl walking over my feelings like so much cat-pissed scented carpet, the idea of submitting to any girl puts me on edge and makes me want to snap. That pisses me off in a way, as I rather enjoyed being a pet, but I figure screw it. I've learned that being submissive to girls, letting them get what they want, bending over backwards to please them, causes nothing but pain (the bad kind) in the long run.
Since I'm downtown, I visited a couple of my former co-workers from RLS. Somethings never change. Steve called my Saturday night outing a "celebration", and rightfully so. Bo didn't chime in, but he definately had an "I told you so" look to him. Not in an asshole way, I think he had sympathy for what I went through, even if he doesn't exactly know, but in a "I told you that she was just going to screw you over in the end, but you were too 'in love' to believe me" sort of way. Bo is big on not backing down to women, that marriage is a stupid idea, etc...Frighteningly, I'm starting to agree with him, especially after watching the sanctity of a handfasting get shit on and having a girl play with me and break me like a cheap toy.
Other than that...not much going on.
I'm working at our downtown store 3days a week for a few weeks. It simultaneously sucks and is cool. They do things really different and it's all a disorganized mess in my eyes, but they're slower and closing the store is easier.
I talked to a friend I hadn't talked to in awhile. I had tried contacting him and his gf a couple of times to go do something together, to get exchanged dvd's back, etc, but hadn't heard anything. So I went and saw him in person to make sure he hadn't been spoonfed propaganda about me, as I know some people have been. Turns out he hadn't heard anything about it, he's just been busy with work and the fact that his own relationship is on the rocks.
I was gonna offer myself as a pet to his gf again, as I was hers before I was T.A.B's, but I realized that I can't be submissive to a girl right now. Because of one girl walking over my feelings like so much cat-pissed scented carpet, the idea of submitting to any girl puts me on edge and makes me want to snap. That pisses me off in a way, as I rather enjoyed being a pet, but I figure screw it. I've learned that being submissive to girls, letting them get what they want, bending over backwards to please them, causes nothing but pain (the bad kind) in the long run.
Since I'm downtown, I visited a couple of my former co-workers from RLS. Somethings never change. Steve called my Saturday night outing a "celebration", and rightfully so. Bo didn't chime in, but he definately had an "I told you so" look to him. Not in an asshole way, I think he had sympathy for what I went through, even if he doesn't exactly know, but in a "I told you that she was just going to screw you over in the end, but you were too 'in love' to believe me" sort of way. Bo is big on not backing down to women, that marriage is a stupid idea, etc...Frighteningly, I'm starting to agree with him, especially after watching the sanctity of a handfasting get shit on and having a girl play with me and break me like a cheap toy.
Other than that...not much going on.