kolic

I am so burnt-out...I don't get any rest when I sleep, which I'm only getting 4 to 5 hours a night. Work's getting really annoying again, 'cept on Saturdays when I get to work with a guy who's quickly becoming an outside-of-work friend (a rare thing for me.)
My schedule is more day oriented than it used to be and now I end up staying up late just to be with my girlfriend when she get home from work. I also don't feel like I have enough time to myself, so I stay up late just do stupid shit like video games.
Learing Russian has become really frustrating because I've gotten stuck.
I high-centered my car on snowplow shit when I swerved to avoid a guy who braked too hard on ice and the only reason I got out was that another car spun out and smashed into the center median and the tow driver was nice enough to pull me out for free after I tried digging my car out for 30 mins. And then yesterday morning, I almost hit a car parked on the curb because there were two deep ruts in the solid ice that is our road and I almost couldn't get my car out of them in time.
I don't feel like getting drunk to relax and I can't get the more herbal remedy.
I want a nice relaxing sleep, but when you don't know how to relax, that becomes impossible.
/bitchfest