kolic

Soooo...My life is full of ups and downs. I have a new job, it's both a pain in the ass and kinda cool at the same time. I'm in a much more clean and tidy corporate environment, so I'm kinda keeping to myself. Too much time spent in places where I could make dead baby jokes or have a female employee offer to show me her nipple piercings if I show her my dick while we were on the clock.
Things with my fiance are still good, though with my hours having been changing alot lately, we haven't gotten to see each other much.
I've found a new interest in alchemy. Of all the occult-type things I've studied, it clicks amazingly well with me because of its mixture of science and spirituality, two parts of me that have often conflicted.
And on the bad side of things I was um....sorta...date-raped by a guy I hooked up with. He got me really drunk to where I couldn't say no and tried to fuck me, but that didn't work and he somehow ended up on my dick, condomless and it was all just a really horrible experience that has left me fucked up even though a month has passed since then. I've gotten tested and I'm fine physically and it kinda sucks 'cuz I don't want to go back to the bar I met him at, even though it was a cool little gay bar.
Anyhoo, still no net connection at home, just an ant infestation, but I have a steadier job now, so maybe we'll finally get a connection. Gods know I want to be online, I miss the ability to access virtually any information in the blink of an eye.