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So, after that long trip, I'm back. I'll expand on the stories later, but let me sum it up...

Spent the night in a campground that was more like a manicured lawn for yuppie campers than real camping.
Found a city I really want to move to now. (Denver and some of the surrounding cities are SOOOO nice.)
I drove/walked up to an alpine slope...
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Oy. Buzzkill.

So...There's this hot girl who used to be a part of my Rocky cast. We flirted and stuff back then, but she was taken. I've wanted her badly since then. Well, her relationship has been breaking up and we've been fooling around a bit.

Now...My ex-fiance started dating/fucking other guys within days of us officially calling it off while we were still living...
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Okay, so recently SG did a review of O'Death, a damn cool band. I got into 'em, checked their myspace, and HOLY HELL, they were playing here tonight. So I went to see it. Now...I'm okay with live music. I've never really gotten into it. But this performance was FUCKING AMAZING. Had me jumping up and down and just rocking out to it. And the...
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Went to a pretty cool part last night. Not as much fetish-y type stuff happened as I hoped, but it was still nice to go out and see people I've not seen, quite literally, in years.

The big downer of the night was my drinking buddy who went along. I ended up feeling like the wife with the alcoholic husband as I tried to keep...
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So I'm probably going to go to the first fetish party I've been to in almost 2 years. It's pending me getting $5 for the door. I'm nervous as hell about it because the fetish scene here in Tulsa seems tiny which means there's a chance I might run into my ex-fiance. There is no word other than hatred to state how I feel about...
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So I've finally been cooking and things like that. It took being broke for 2 weeks to get me to learn how to live. I've enjoyed it. I've had several moments lately where I've felt nicely human and content, which are the moments I live for.

It occurred to me what learning this stuff is like though. When I learn to play a song on...
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So...Um. Woo-hoo for drunkness. Though I was planing on drinking vodka, getting my tattoo design down, and playing guitar. I've accomplished all three, but the guitar was not the stress reliever I was hoping for. Upshot is that I know how to play the song "In Time", which is the song the guy plays in the restuarant in The Punisher. Sexy fuckin' song that.

I'm...
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I've not posted in a long time. I've not had much to say. I don't know if anyone still even knows I'm here or cares.

I had an epiphany today though, and I feel the need to share it.

It's been a year since my fiance left me. She was someone I truly loved. And a year later, I've figured out why things fell apart...
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So...a customer of mine died recently, it turns out. I'm really quite saddened by it. She was a very sweet older lady, she always had a smile, and she always liked to joke and chat. She was one of the really nice customers that take the time to learn how to run the machines a bit and then, when they see others having trouble, take...
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So...ahm...I'm gonna enlist in the Air Force.
Yes, I know I'll have to supress certain parts of my self.
Yes, I know I'm kinda supporting Bush by becoming part of the military.
Yes, I know that there's a chance I'll end up in Iraq.
But...
I get college level training for free.
I get out of this goddamn town/state for free.
I get a very...
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First off, Grr and argh for blisters from playing guitar. Not fun.
I got to go to my nephew's first little league game yesterday. He did pretty good. The kids really don't know what they're doing, but they're young and stuff, so it's really just funny. Billy knows what he does wrong and admits it and wants to get better. He's not very aware, so...
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