Wednesday Aug 25, 2004

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Ya know...sometimes its hard coming home from work after a day that felt rough for no other reason than that I know I have no human comfort to come home to.
Also...it's suprising how I can have low self esteem and low self worth and yet have an ego.
sarcasticmenace:
I am the same way. I have very low self-esteem, but I can't pass a mirror without looking in it. I also think that I am smarter/better than most people.

I have no human comfort either, but my cat is a great substitute...for now.



Who you callin' a flathead? tongue
thedishwasher:
cheer up hun! kiss and dont be so hard on yourself!

Sunday Aug 22, 2004

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(Note: For the sake of adjustment and acceptence, whenever I refer to a little brother or a boy named Nick, I am referring to my lil sister)

Ya know...the drama's really getting harsh...my big sis is teaching her kids her beliefs...my even older half sis doesn't want her boy to be around my little bro. In my half-sister's case, she lives so far away that...
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wickedoll:
That's a hard one. Maybe she thought she needed to do more adult pictures.

Think of it... cosplay is like dressup. Dressup as your favorite Anime character and have fun. A kid's activity.

I suppose she is wanting to feel more alluring and sexy. Wanted by men. Not wanting to be known only as dressing up as say... Chii off of Chobits, or Faye Valentine.

I suppose its not as much proving her sexiness to men, as it's proving her sexiness to herself.

It's okay to be judgemental. If you talk to her, maybe just saying something will help?
awryx:
aw well im glad we're friends biggrin

Wednesday Aug 18, 2004

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The soap opera continues and I wish I was lying...My older sis has taken a psycho-Christian pov on my lil sis calling her an abomination and threatening to never let her see our neice and nephew (the two of them love my lil sis and her gf). It's hypocritical that she'd say that though...And I think I'm going to have to go off on her...
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xhavokx:
lol
ravensfeather:
damn boy, sounds like you need a break from everything, hope things get better for you kiss

Friday Aug 13, 2004

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Well...My lil sis dropped a bombshell on my family. She's not a lesbian and she's not her gf's gf's. She's decided to become a guy, she's been living as one for awhile, and she starts hormones next month. My mom's having a hard time with this. She's done a good job with "lesbian daughter, bi son, and daughter w/ 2 kids out of wedlock," but...
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chelsea:
$18 at the door, its tonight by the way, and doors open at 7,
wickedoll:
Ouch... sucks. Im sorry. *hug*

Sunday Aug 08, 2004

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Just thought I'd let ya know I'm still alive. I really don't have much to say other than I'm really getting sick of having nothing to do and no place to go. That and I'm beginning to need a break. Not just like a normal vacation from work...A vacation from my life. A chance to just get away from everything and let go.
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lecia:
lmao
lecia:
I swear worse than that.....but you really gotta hang out with me ans stuff to see that.

Tuesday Aug 03, 2004

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I've come to realize that I should dread the day I turn 21. Why? I'm a fatalistic manic depressive with an addictive personality. I also am impulsive when I get depressed as to doing stuff that will ease the pain, right now it's mainly movies, comfort food, and useless stuff that seems fun when I buy it.
I'm keenly aware that I run the risk...
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dragonchylde:
Yea I hope you can hold back from it as well..it is sometimes to easy to become one.
rorschach:
The Manga group has arrived!!! Thanks to the SG powers that be for allowing me to create this group smile

You can go there from here!

Sunday Aug 01, 2004

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Allow me to share a revelation I've had...in my time here. I've spent the better part (read: 95%) of my teenage+ life numb. I feel emotions, but to a much lesser degree than most people and for a shorter amount of time. Recently I have been reminded that there is one emotion that can still be felt strongly even while numb: Anger and it's related...
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sarcasticmenace:
Isolation has played a huge role in my life. And I completely understand what you are saying about anger. I wish I had all the answers to give you.
ravensfeather:
you have to embrace that dark side, because it is always there, you just cant give into the dark side (i feel like im talking about star wars) balance is key biggrin

Thursday Jul 29, 2004

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I had a moment today that made me happy that I don't just like guys. I was reminded of how big of assholes we can sometimes be. A couple of guys were talking all raw about a very nice, sweet girl we work with...It's amazing to say, but I was actually shocked by something.

I've got a mon-fri shift back, so I get my weekends!!...
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tool_fan462:
And I would've gotten away with it too! If it weren't for you pesky shape-changing ravens.
tool_fan462:
Thanks. biggrin

Wednesday Jul 28, 2004

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frown frown frown

I've changed my mind about the comforts of depression. I've gotten to where I feel like I want to drop and give up. It's been awhile since I've felt like that, I'm not used to it anymore. I don't want a whole lot of "awws," so I'm gonna leave it at that.
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dragonchylde:
The Corax are, for the most part, information gatherers. They are fast, watchful, quick witted, and far more curious than a cat. However, where curiosity killed the cat, it only singed the raven's feathers (but that's another story...) These children of Raven can get into and out of trouble with amazing speed... which is a good thing, because their mischievious ways seem to get them into trouble rather regularly.


yea I rock.. tongue
chelsea:
The Venue is at 18th and boston, and I'm pretty sure its 18+ kiss

Tuesday Jul 27, 2004

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Yay, I have a friend!

I had a "fun" situation come up last night. An asshole ex-bf IM'd me on AIM. I didn't even think I was still on his bl...It's been almost two years since we dated, and he's gone through alot and is actually pretty down right now. Which makes me want to help him, b/c I can't stand to see people hurting....
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rottenart:
absolutely... do you have any pics of yrself?
pale_blue_eyes:
i just turned to this buddy guy here to read your compliment aloud and i could barely get it out cause i was all giggles and stuff.

heres a pig for no reason: oink

Saturday Jul 24, 2004

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wow, 2 more comments finally! People are listening! tongue

*sigh*What can I say? Work is a bitch, I spend alot of time unwillingly alone, and the depression has come to me, despite silly moods at work as of late.

Last night was really nice out though. It was cool, dark, and rainy. It smelled so nice outside and was pretty relaxing until I tried driving in...
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fenris_ulf:
Welcome to Seduction!

I've had some great teachers in the area, so I felt obligated to work with others to further the field. Plus, I learn more about something when I discuss it in an open forum.

Feel free to pass on the word to anyone who you think would enjoy the group, but I want problem-solvers, not whiners. Sometimes other relationship-oriented forums degrade to "why does no one like me", "nice guys/girls finish last, so I have to be a jerk/bitch to get women/men" rants, and I don't want that.
ravensfeather:
hey, thanks for the nice comment in my journal, it made my day! *sticking w/ norse* if you ever shall fall, may valkyries carry you to valhalla, and may Freya bring you love and beauty biggrin wink

Wednesday Jul 21, 2004

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Though this may sound strange, I'm relieved to feel like I'm going into a depression after my recent hyper-activity. I've found my own behavior annoying, and I think I've annoyed others as well (as those in the chat with me last night would probably testify). Depression is always a comfort because it's a mental state I'm familiar with, one that I've spent a good portion...
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linz:
are you in ok?
sarcasticmenace:
I can relate to that state of mind. Umm, wanna share a cock? You can have the first lick. biggrin
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