Friday Feb 17, 2006

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That was stupid.

I just updated with a new journal entry. I really only meant to edit.

I feel restless. Maybe I just need to pee. Or maybe I just need to run a marathon.
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rawr_ima_monster:
Gack yourself. anyhow, I meant to give bean the painting on Thursday anyway so he could give to Shal to give to you so then I could just get money from you later on.
As it turns out when I left I not only forgot to do that, but also forgot to get the money from him for another painting that I asked him to hold for me so I wouldn't spend it.
-so yeah. I need to hook up with bean, if I see him before I see you, I'm going to go ahead with that plan. Otherwise, when's the next time you're coming out? Let's wrap this transaction up.
Dave
drstinkypants:
maybe you need to do both, at the same time?

Friday Feb 17, 2006

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i want to feel like a child again.

i want to eat badly made cafeteria food because i find it comforting. like a slice of meat loaf covered in brown/grey gravy.

i want lay in a big warm bed and watch sesame street (or something else that would be as entertaining to me now as that was to me then).

i want to not know...
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shal:
I think you forget how much being a kid sucked.

You couldn't actually do everything you wanted. Adults were always dragging you to boring things and making you do things and wear things and go places you didn't want to go, and always telling you NO.

When you're an adult, the only one who can tell you "No" is yourself.

It's pretty scary and a big responsibility, yeah, but on the other hand, it's pretty fucking awesome after you get used to it.

I think I was about 25 when I realized that I actually controlled the direction and speed of my own life, and that ultimately, the only person I had to answer to was myself. Everything has rocked pretty hard since then.

[Edited on Feb 17, 2006 12:30PM]
jj_r0x0rz:
frown well you can pretend biggrin

blow some bubbles and dance in them...that always makes me feel better.

Friday Feb 17, 2006

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Wednesday Feb 15, 2006

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this week feels like the longest week in a very long time.

hmm, that sentence could be a little more non-specific. so really, it's only wednesday. only wednesday.

yesterday was one of the best valentine's days i've had in awhile. well it wasn't spectacular or anything, i'm still waiting for that one. it'll happen one year.

i got home last night from going out with...
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beaky:
Thank you for the bday wishes
rawr_ima_monster:
come the hell out to the bar tonight, I need to give you the thingie.
-seriously
Dave

Sunday Feb 12, 2006

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note to self:


reality check. no one else is going to save you.

just you. better hurry.

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joscelyne:
DON'T!

tongue
joscelyne:
Don't ask that. My reply was referring to Rachel when Joey started to use the line on her sister played by Reese Witherspoon.

I can't believe I had to explain that.

Then again I can't believe I assumed you'd know, considering "DON'T!" is very general...

Friday Feb 10, 2006

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let me try again. please.

honey, I know you're hurt
even if you don't put it into words
I want you to be all right
all right

if you give me a little time
to straighten out my mind
things will be all right,
all right
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shawndaddy:
thanks smile
smuffy:
what a well shot profile picture.

Friday Feb 10, 2006

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does this new picture make me look like a baby?
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lilyk:
i do want to pet you...so maybe a baby pet?
judypatricia:
Thank you!

And that's a "Me?" face.

Wednesday Feb 08, 2006

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i'm so lost.
i just don't know anything.

and I know it isn't fair
to expect you to care
for someone who won't get well
i think we can both tell
that this the final night
to get this goodbye right
so I hope that when I leave
you will still think of me
not as I am today

but as someone you wanted to...
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superscott:

oh come on you know things.
perilsensitive:
Life is like that. Just when you think you know something, you find out there is even more you don't know.

Its distressing.

Tuesday Feb 07, 2006

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oh my god.

after you click the link I'm going to give you, you should click the other link that says "Garfield Randomizer"


link
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rawr_ima_monster:
150, I believe. let me know if that's a major issue, we can talk about it.
-but that's what I'm telling people for things nowadays.
Dave
pkybear:
bizarre
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