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Wednesday Oct 07, 2009

Oct 7, 2009
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I know it's been long dead but he's not. And I can't help looking back and wondering if I could I have acted so crazy/weird/intrusively that he really no longer wishes to have any kind of interactions with me. Did I really cross the line with something? And is there a way to make up for it? I know some would say it's not worth my time, and well, he's not getting any of my time so I guess that works out.

I suppose I just wish I knew his feelings about the situation. What was the tipping point? What makes him keep in touch with other people and not with me? I suppose the real answer is just that he doesn't care to know me anymore. Which obviously sucks, but I guess I can understand. I mean, I feel that way about some people. I have my reasons as well. And I suppose those people don't know the reasons, I didn't feel the need to tell them.

Guess it just makes me sad that I'm one of those people to him, especially since we were pretty close at one point in time. When did things change?
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curioustomcat:
Meeting and trying to find out is often the only way to know but it has its dangers...
Oct 8, 2009
munke:
Hey, it's all part of life... sometimes we know things... sometimes we don't.
I'm sure you won't let it get to you for too long... especially since as it's been said, it may not have had anything to do with you!

Also. Nice profile picture. Is it new?

Oct 9, 2009

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