koleeta

The hunt for a new living space continues. The roommate is picky and cost us two perfectly good apartments already. I've also been looking at places on my own and I think she's aware of my need to look out for myself before others.

I'm a little weary about living on my own. This would be my first time and I wonder if I'll like it or not. I suppose it has its perks... wearing whatever I want, whenever I want without fear of judgment or embarrassment. Um, yeah I guess that's the only real perk I can think of. Every other aspect sucks a little bit.

I'll have to pay for all the bills myself. I mean, the bills are already in my name but at least I'm splitting the cost of everything. If I'm out of eggs, I'm out of eggs. I can't borrow one from somebody and replace it the next time I got to the store.

I won't have someone to talk to when I get home and on weekends. I'm afraid I'd get lonely. It's not like I have a lot of friends in the area, most of you guys are in Hollywood and those areas. I like having someone around that I can just randomly talk to about relationships, and I also like when she comes to me for advice.

I dunno, maybe it will be okay. We'll see I guess. This is all just conjecture anyway. I don't even know what my options are.