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Tuesday Jul 22, 2008

Jul 22, 2008
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if i leave, if i push everyone away... will i be able to get it all back someday?

I'm shell-shocked from some heavy blows
a stranger to the people I know
who used to say "he never had a down day"
now I'm holding on to "can't let goes"
and silence brings no peace.

...

I can't stay
and I cannot wait
and I'm grateful
to whistle past the grave yard gate

the flicker fade is getting stronger
like when the days start getting longer
i got the rhythm down now in the places we warred
the golden gate is like my diving board
and life is pointless

but what's so wrong with that?
VIEW 4 of 4 COMMENTS
eponine:
yes.
i didn't think so, but it turns out i was wrong.
Jul 23, 2008
ivarr:
Many people leave, many people change, and few will stay in contact and always be friends.
Sometimes things change so much that everything before becomes a dream.
Jul 23, 2008

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