koleeta

i wanted more than you could give
i wanted more than how we live


The end of the year is drawing near and I've started thinking about where I've been and where I am going.

I was thinking yesterday of an end of the year recap but I don't think there's really anything about this year that I really care to remember.

I was with Sean. Julie left. I got a promotion. Sean left. I went to New York. I went to San Francisco (a few times). I worked a lot.

I guess I went to a lot of shows in between all those things.

This is not me being emo. Well, I dunno maybe it is. I guess I've reached a point where I'm feeling like things feel so heavy that I just turn everything off. I'm restless. I want a vacation from my life. I used to get these when I was in school but now that I've joined the working class it feels non-stop. I don't know if I'm made for this kind of life.

i know you're running from me
are you runnin' just because?

edit: OK so I've just gone through my year in blog entries and I did some statistical analysis.
33% of my blogs were about things related to my love life, mostly bad. I have about 24% about life in general. 30% was for work.

only 10% about music, pudding pleace...

ok i think I need to go to sleep cause I just sleep typed "pudding pleace"