I left my keys and piece of myself up North
Okay maybe I'm being a little melodramatic with the "piece of myself" thing but what I mean by that is Sean and I are now really over. For real this time. Seriously now. I'm not kidding. Okay, maybe we aren't... but I think we are. For sure. It was a weird encounter and I don't really want to talk about it because thinking about the past is just going to bum me out. I have to keep thinking about the future cause that's the only part I have any control over. Having said that, don't be surprised if I start talking about him again later this week.
Anyway so on Friday night Subrosa and I hung out for a bit at this bar and ate bad popcorn. Then we retired because we were over it and pretty tired.
Saturday
Okay maybe I'm being a little melodramatic with the "piece of myself" thing but what I mean by that is Sean and I are now really over. For real this time. Seriously now. I'm not kidding. Okay, maybe we aren't... but I think we are. For sure. It was a weird encounter and I don't really want to talk about it because thinking about the past is just going to bum me out. I have to keep thinking about the future cause that's the only part I have any control over. Having said that, don't be surprised if I start talking about him again later this week.
Anyway so on Friday night Subrosa and I hung out for a bit at this bar and ate bad popcorn. Then we retired because we were over it and pretty tired.
Saturday
Sunday
today
I'm back in L.A. now and still feeling sort of the same as before...but at least now I know things are over between me and the boy. It doesn't have to be this hard, I just wish he could talk to me about it. Why do people all of a sudden treat people they used to care about like shit? Something changed but I have no idea what and that's just fucking lame.
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I wish I made it to SF more often, but I'm afraid of the drinking and driving back to SJ, so I tend to stick around here most of the time. Sounds like you're close to some sort of closure though. That's a good feeling...eventually.