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Monday Jul 09, 2007

Jul 9, 2007
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I left my keys and piece of myself up North

Okay maybe I'm being a little melodramatic with the "piece of myself" thing but what I mean by that is Sean and I are now really over. For real this time. Seriously now. I'm not kidding. Okay, maybe we aren't... but I think we are. For sure. It was a weird encounter and I don't really want to talk about it because thinking about the past is just going to bum me out. I have to keep thinking about the future cause that's the only part I have any control over. Having said that, don't be surprised if I start talking about him again later this week.

Anyway so on Friday night Subrosa and I hung out for a bit at this bar and ate bad popcorn. Then we retired because we were over it and pretty tired.

Saturday

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I moseyed over to Pop's for Brunch with Lil_Tuffy. Some SGSF kids showed up. I had some take out from St. Francis across the street. Then went back to Subrosa's for some down time. Then I called Sean and met up with him and things got shitty from there. Cut to me walking back to Subrosa's at like 8 or 9pm and making him watch Hitch while I dozed off. Hitch has been my remedy movie for the past couple months. It makes me feel a little bit better about, I dunno, stuff.



Sunday

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Subrosa and I met up with BellJar at The Pork Store (uh, motherfucking YAY!) for breakfast/brunch. It was great. I was stuffed. Then walked over to the Toronado to meet up with obd for some beerz! After the kids got all boozed up I suggested we get cupcakes. So we drove to Noe Valley ISO this cupcake store that BellJar told tales of...unfortunately. They were out of fucking cupcakes? What the dillyo? So we walked down the street to a gelato place and low and behold...they had cupcakes too! So I got both, of course.

We wandered around Noe Valley till the gelato was gone. Then I remembered I wanted to hit up the Fisherman's Wharf penny arcade photobooth but Subrosa and Belljar were all like "Nah uh, we ain't havin dat shit." 'cause you know, they're locals. So we went to other places with photobooths... like Thee Parkside, then The 500 Club, then Lucky 13 and we were about to head to The Transfer for their photobooth when Subrosa and I realized that we were in very close proximity to The Mint. A karaoke bar, for those not in the know. How could we pass up an opportunity?

So we walked obd back to his car cause it was past his bedtime and we made our way back to The Mint. I also met up with my good friend from high school and from when I went to SF state, Nina. She's always been a person who I'm always genuinely happy to see. Well not that I'm ever ingenuinely happy to see anyone, it's just that she's always such a positive person. It's like she never blames anyone for their faults and is always cool with you even if you flake out on plans or if plans change. This could be because she smokes a lot of weed but I like to think it's also because she's just a very chill person. Later after Nina left KittyMalarchy came by which was awesome because I honestly think I have not seen her in over a year, maybe two.

So I started the night with Since you've been gone (which I think I sang horribly) and ended with I Believe in A Thing Called Love. I guess it was sort of fitting. We ended up leaving The Mint a bit early. Which was fine cause I had to get up early today anyway.



today

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So I had a dream about eating baked chicken last night. I know this sounds bizarre and out of the blue but I think it has to do with my Meatless Month (tm). Starting last Thursday I am not eating meat for one month (exception: fish - come on, fish don't have feelings, plus they're delicious frown ). In my dream last night I came home, and I happened to be living with my parents again in this dream - or nightmare?, and all that was left of dinner was baked chicken which looked delicious and mac & cheese. The mac and cheese looked really good too but I could just feel myself getting fatter just looking at it. I stared at the chicken longingly as I scooped mac and cheese into my bowl. Anyway I woke up and was like "Hm, interesting." I didn't really have a longing for chicken or anything but I just thought that the no meat this has gotten into my subconsciousness now.

I woke up early this morning, got on the BART and headed to SFO. The line for security check was ridiculous. I thought it was going to take me a full 2 hours to get through it but it moved quite quickly. As I was rummaging through my purse I realized that I forgot my makeup bag at Brosa's place. It has my house/car keys as well as my valid ID (passport), makeup, and underwearz in it. Luckily I had my expired DL with me...yeah. I've had problems with it before when going through the airport because it's expired. They take me out of the line and do a special search. It's totally fun and not at all time consuming. Luckily for me they were so busy they either didn't look at the exp date or were too busy to give a shit.



I'm back in L.A. now and still feeling sort of the same as before...but at least now I know things are over between me and the boy. It doesn't have to be this hard, I just wish he could talk to me about it. Why do people all of a sudden treat people they used to care about like shit? Something changed but I have no idea what and that's just fucking lame.

VIEW 4 of 4 COMMENTS
toothpickmoe:
Vacations can be so cleansing. I'm still sorta bummed you didn't make it to Pubsquat.
Jul 9, 2007
punt:
sorry you didn't have the best trip...but besides the dude-drama it sounds like a good one.
I wish I made it to SF more often, but I'm afraid of the drinking and driving back to SJ, so I tend to stick around here most of the time. Sounds like you're close to some sort of closure though. That's a good feeling...eventually.

biggrin
Jul 10, 2007

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