koleeta

So on one hand I can take this and run with it. If it doesn't work out then "whatever" I tried and had fun while doing it so there.

So I might end up a mess in another six months. Is that a big deal? I mean yeah, it will be at the time but life is about ups and downs. "And I know sour, which allows me to appreciate the sweet. Some might ask, why do you want to do that to yourself? I don't know, maybe I am so desperate to feel something now that I am willing to open myself up to hurt. Does life have to be lived in such a defensive state? I guess that's just human nature, or animalistic nature even.


more on this later.