koleeta

Last night I had a horrible stressfull dream.


It was maybe the first month of a new semester and I had already missed about three or four sessions of every class. I started to freak out because I had a feeling the professors were going to drop me from their classes and then I would have to do an extra semester. This seriously almost gave me a heart attack. I felt a giant lump in my throat and the weight of the world on my shoulders.

I made myself wake up at one point because I was hoping this was just a dream because my mind was racing at this point. How did I let things get this bad? How can I fix this? What is going to happen now? How can I get out of it? Is this really happening? This was one of those dreams where my mind thinks I am awake, which made the situation worse because now I'm thinking "Wait, how am I going to do a full load of classes while working full time? How am I going to be able to pay rent if I stop working?!"

I'm such a dork.