koleeta

Wallet raping is never fun....unless you're the rapist. Which doesn't seem to be the case. Fuck that, sneak in

i'm seriously considering trying to get tickets to the show at the Glass House.

i mean, if you think about it, if you're not a smoker (which i'm not), you're actually HURTING the Camel people by removing a few potential smokers from their greedy, black-nailed, grasping clutches.

how's my rationalization so far?

You just happen to have a toy llama sitting around?

my "scale of one to ten" is always 'on a scale of one to ten, one being the lowest and seven being the highest'. quite hilarious i'm sure.

sometimes you are hung up on certain things for a reason. like you need to work it out before you move on.
not necessarily a bad thing... *shrug*

thought only crazy people ate gum period, i hear it does funny stuff to your poop, can you blow a bubble out your butt?

and if you mean by staying put, living in a little mountain town in montana, yup i sure am

Ah, I see. Well then by all means, carry on

Bored much?

Circle one.

Yes No

hmmm .... maybe you should include a picture in your ad:

i think you should put your name. becuase when you just put _______ it looks like you don't have a name... or you forgot it.


but seriously, if anything it seems a little long. i would just keep it very basic and short. people on the internet have the attention of a
damn im hungry, i wonder if i should make tacos or pasta?

*nuzzles and hugs* I have this problem too. I kept the two love letters the boy ever wrote me. Both confessed an undying love for me, yet he chose to move 3,000 miles away, without even discussing it with me while we were still together.

RS is great but sometimes I long for what I had and lost. I wish I could say it goes away, but I too have found stuffing it into a box on the back of my head is about the only thing I can do.

*hugs* i think i have that problem right now and i am not even sure about it

I hope you get a response soon!

I just finished reading The Unbearable Lightness of Being (it's one of my all-time favorite books and I try to read it once a year) and Equal Rites from the Discworld series (it was the first book in the series that I read and I loved it). While I was in Sacramento this weekend, I took a day trip to the wineries in Napa Valley, and picked up this cheesy little murder-mystery called Murder Uncorked about a murder that takes place on a vineyard in Napa. It's a really easy, silly book, but fun too.

I'm the same way. The one and only time I've thrown anything in anger, was a mug at my father's house, when I was 16. Immediately I cleaned it up, and I hadn't even tossed it that hard since only the handle broke off. I felt terrible regardless.

Did you get a response about that apartment yet?

i just remembered yesterday that you were going, and

NOOOOO YOU CANT LEAVE

San Francisco is so good you should mention it twice!!!

Nice to meet you last night!

i've read that book, and enjoyed it. you should try diamond age if you haven't already. i think i read that first.... i've had all 3 books in the baroque cycle on my to-read list for a long time; turns out toddlers and thousand-page books are mutually exclusive endeavors

did you get the cd i sent you?

this next bit is referncing one of your old journals: my mother tells me i'm not acting egyptian or egyptiian enough ALL THE DAMN TIME

The barouque trilogy is like cryptomonicon, except three skazillion more pages.

Um, I have no idea what to say about all that, but if you wanna take your mind off it for a few hours, do you wanna go see Borat after brunch on saturday?

I'm going to have to agree with some of the guys on this page; when you fall hard for someone it's bound to happen. Fairly recently I had some interactions with someone which resulted in some of the very same feelings you are going through. We were e-mailing 3-4 times a day in the beginning; she called me every day to say "good morning, I miss you," and now we don't really e-mail anymore. At first it was really hard for me and I went through all the same thoughts: "does she not like me anymore?" "is she becoming less interested?" I lost sleep over a lot of little things: things she said she'd do and didn't do; things she said she'd include me in but didn't.

There were other parts -- big, important parts -- to the puzzle which, in the momentary delirium of early love, I did not account for. We still talk every day and things have calmed down quite a bit. That first stage of being in-love (all love begins as infatuation) can be difficult, but once you start to come out of it everyone's true feelings become a little more obvious. Either the infatuation blooms into love, or you end up with something else. Time is, once again, the answer to your problem; it will reveal everything.

Waiting for it can be awful.

The only way she and I got past it -- and it almost tore us apart completely -- was to have a series of open discussions about it, and those were really difficult discussions to have. Eventually we were able to figure out what was happening, but it was only after we were both willing to admit and face the reasons behind our respective behaviors. It was a humbling and exhausting few weeks, but I think we respect and understand each other a lot more.

GangstaSwan suggested that you find something to keep you busy, and that is a really good suggestion. One of the things that played a role in the way our relationship went was the fact that I had just lost my job and my band in the same month, and spent a lot of time sitting at home, depressed, on the internet, thinking about her, waiting for her to call...

Then again, like Heracleitus said, I've had every indication that I'm not a "typical guy." The bottom line is that you are either in love or are headed straight for it, and it's really scary to face that and not know what the other person is feeling.

You'll make it through, whatever happens; I was just in that same place.

I was going to make a joke about poo consistency, but then it made me feel slightly ill.
suffice to say, i feel like poo, but not in a good way.

*hugs*

I want a new toy.

Your pumpkin rules! Nice job.
I'm telling you, that costume was way cool. As evidenced by your new avatar
more pics in SGLA.