I am stealing Margot_Dent's journal format.
Saturday: Woke up early to go to a garage sale in Hancock Park (which is somewhere I probably never would have gone if I didn't have this mission). I had found an ad on Craigslist for a bike that someone said he/she would be selling at this garage sale. Didn't quite have enough money to pay for said...
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Saturday: Woke up early to go to a garage sale in Hancock Park (which is somewhere I probably never would have gone if I didn't have this mission). I had found an ad on Craigslist for a bike that someone said he/she would be selling at this garage sale. Didn't quite have enough money to pay for said...
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I am making it happen
This could be something really good. This could be something really amazing. Maybe I'm just trying to see things that aren't there or maybe something really is there. Should I leave it up to chance or should I take this opportunity to make things happen?
I don't know if I have all the information I need to make this kind...
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This could be something really good. This could be something really amazing. Maybe I'm just trying to see things that aren't there or maybe something really is there. Should I leave it up to chance or should I take this opportunity to make things happen?
I don't know if I have all the information I need to make this kind...
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monkeydude:
What you need is to see The Arcade Fire. Then your life will be complete and you won't need silly little things like food, water, air OR men.
RE your situation, don't know enough about it but being a loudmouth I'm going to offer some advice anyhow. HA! I'm currently with someone who's hung up over somebody (long, complex story where I'm a crazy fool)... and it's irritating. I'd say either just go BACK to that person you're stuck on and give it another go or forgo men unless it's for deliberate fun purposes. But I've also been burnt before so if this is the case, I'd seriously consider giving it time and don't allow yourself to rush into a world of potential pain.
Thanks for the comment, sorry it took so long to get back to you!
RE your situation, don't know enough about it but being a loudmouth I'm going to offer some advice anyhow. HA! I'm currently with someone who's hung up over somebody (long, complex story where I'm a crazy fool)... and it's irritating. I'd say either just go BACK to that person you're stuck on and give it another go or forgo men unless it's for deliberate fun purposes. But I've also been burnt before so if this is the case, I'd seriously consider giving it time and don't allow yourself to rush into a world of potential pain.
Thanks for the comment, sorry it took so long to get back to you!
joscelyne:
Do you have bangs?!
So on one hand I can take this and run with it. If it doesn't work out then "whatever" I tried and had fun while doing it so there.
So I might end up a mess in another six months. Is that a big deal? I mean yeah, it will be at the time but life is about ups and downs. "And I know sour,...
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So I might end up a mess in another six months. Is that a big deal? I mean yeah, it will be at the time but life is about ups and downs. "And I know sour,...
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albastra:
Love IS opening yourself to be hurt. "You only hurt the ones you love."
Nah
"You can only truly get hurt by those whom you love"
I suggest you do what makes YOU happy and what You want.
Hope all goes well.
Nah
"You can only truly get hurt by those whom you love"
I suggest you do what makes YOU happy and what You want.
Hope all goes well.
jonnytrrrash7:
unfortunately, you can count me amongst the defensive. i just can't open up and risk the hurt, and it's so frustrating. like you, i hope i can take some risks soon!
Hm, if it feels like a trap and it looks like a trap then maybe it is a trap. A very comfortable, loving trap that sends surprise flowers to my work...
choose wisely.
choose wisely.
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severus:
Fuck I want someone to send me flowers!
albastra:
Hah. You're funny. Best case scenario, you got pretty flowers and it was a nice surprise, it doesn't have to mean anything more if you don't want it to.
As good as an amateur trailer for a fake movie can get.
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he doesn't want her but he just won't let her go
she started breakin but she just won't let it show
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gangstaswan:
So yeah, we need to get some cuddle time in. I can't wait for Thursday. Oh dear, what should I wear?!
gangstaswan:
You got it babe. What happened this weekend?
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albastra:
1. Fabio
2. Derelicte
3. Foamy late

2. Derelicte
3. Foamy late
fred:
he really means it now...
he really means it now...
Your Ex-Lover is Dead
There's one thing I want to say, so I'll be brave
You were what I wanted
I gave what I gave
I'm not sorry I met you
I'm not sorry it's over
I'm not sorry there's nothing to say
I'm not sorry there's nothing to say
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I had a kind of cracked out dream last night. Something having to do...
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There's one thing I want to say, so I'll be brave
You were what I wanted
I gave what I gave
I'm not sorry I met you
I'm not sorry it's over
I'm not sorry there's nothing to say
I'm not sorry there's nothing to say
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I had a kind of cracked out dream last night. Something having to do...
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obd:
hmmmm. That's already an odd dream. Good to see you last night.
surgicalsnack:
that IS a very sad Elvis Costello song. and a weird dream. i dreamed last night that my ex was marrying arnold schwarzenegger, and i was invited to the wedding, but i was wearing something that looked like druid robes for some reason.
at least you probably made the little guy happy.
at least you probably made the little guy happy.
Have you ever done one of those "getting to know the people around you" exercises where you have sheet of paper with different facts that could be true about a person and you have to find people in the room that those facts are true about?
I did those a lot in school. I can understand the point but I don't think it ever really...
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I did those a lot in school. I can understand the point but I don't think it ever really...
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jj_r0x0rz:
haha i used to make HUGE long survey books and pass em around and get people to fill em out it was so funny to read em
_elichrusos:
In the first year of my language degree we did little questionaires like that all the time. It was a good way to break the ice, as well as being good practice.
Unfortunately, the questions were all really dumb, and I'm not good at faking opinions on things I don't care about. My lecturer was a real sheltered creature, and could understand that not everyone lived the same four-corner life.
They were fun, though.
Unfortunately, the questions were all really dumb, and I'm not good at faking opinions on things I don't care about. My lecturer was a real sheltered creature, and could understand that not everyone lived the same four-corner life.
They were fun, though.
I fucking hate him. I hate him so much I want to punch the living shit out of him.
I had a dream last night that I somehow got drunk. I somehow wound up waking up at his house. He was there with a new girlfriend. They were snobby, self important dicks to me and sickly being all "coupley."
I know it was just a...
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I had a dream last night that I somehow got drunk. I somehow wound up waking up at his house. He was there with a new girlfriend. They were snobby, self important dicks to me and sickly being all "coupley."
I know it was just a...
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oo7:
Hey there Ms. Awesome!
Thanks for the message. As I can see from this message and from the obscene hours I've been pulling at work, we definitely need to go karaoke soon! I'm not sure tomorrow will work, but I guess it doesn't have to be in Pasadena, does it?
Are you around later this week?
Thanks for the message. As I can see from this message and from the obscene hours I've been pulling at work, we definitely need to go karaoke soon! I'm not sure tomorrow will work, but I guess it doesn't have to be in Pasadena, does it?
Are you around later this week?
nementh:
I don't hold anything back, but I also know that no one I ever meet will have more influence over my life than I will.
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dorklord:
I loved the Resident evil costume...
keeperdesign:
The gyaru horror of that first image is going to ruin my dinner.
Sometimes I'm okay. Sometimes this feels managable. Other times, like right when I wake up and he's the first thought in my head, I can't handle this. I just think about all I've lost. I think about everything that I loved and will never experience again and I cry. For some reason it doesn't hurt, physicially I mean.
Usually when I go through something like...
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Usually when I go through something like...
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koala:
It was great seeing you last night. I am glad you made it home safe. Alcohol never solves things (I've been down that road and it has never helped only made me feel worse).
I hope you feel better soon.
*hugs*

I hope you feel better soon.
*hugs*
holliday:
No...alcohol doesn't help...but I WILL drink to that anyway...!
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koala:
That comic is awesome!
Glad you found your keys, yay!
Glad you found your keys, yay!
nataskaput:
so that is how you get frosting out


Very nice finally meeting you. I have a theory that all our super cool friends were keeping the three of us apart because it's just way too much awesome for one room.