kokeshidreams

Suppose I'd better update! It has been.. . . . . a fair few months The theme I ended up with for my birthday was masquerade and it was a really good night I really enjoyed it.

At the moment things are going alright; things in the student house are good - the other two girls I live with are pretty ace. Studies are fine I guess just waiting on the holidays now. Love life, as ever is problematic in that I don't know whether we are coming or going....

We have been "dating" since the end of May now and when we are together everything is great, when we are apart he doesn't seem too bothered about it. I just don't know. We've had a chat that he doesn't feel ready to be in a relationship at the moment but he likes spending time with me. I don't know. I suppose he will do as a time filler until someone better comes along but I hope he realises he's going to lose me altogether if someone else does come along. I can't wait around forever and I can't be kept in the background forever either.