the days blend together
the nights a shady blur
like a child lost in the woods
crawling on bloody knees
after a trail of crumbs long ago eaten
eyes peer at me in the dark
confusion, hate, distrust, curiosity
my own fear chokes me,
hoping to save me from this punishment
to free me from something i cannot escape
lost and alone
the darkness comforts...
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the nights a shady blur
like a child lost in the woods
crawling on bloody knees
after a trail of crumbs long ago eaten
eyes peer at me in the dark
confusion, hate, distrust, curiosity
my own fear chokes me,
hoping to save me from this punishment
to free me from something i cannot escape
lost and alone
the darkness comforts...
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b57913:
Hello fellow Ohioan. I also have that pink Jolly Rodger shirt that you are wearing in your pics. I get many complements on it.
kokei:
thx
been busy at work this last couple of dates. we are upgrading our phone system from 4 digits to 5 which is a huge thing. hope everyone is doing well 
lillithvain:
I"m tired and I'm sick of working. And, I'll be in town:
May 13- at 7pm going to Fusion in Dayton
May 14th- SG dinner and then Punknight in Troy OH
May 15th- Kings Island
May 16th- Cedar Point
May 17th- Peter Murphy show in Cleveland
May 18th- home
Maybe you'll be able to go to a few of these things too. I haven't seen in ages I think. It's been too long since I've been home.
Today I feel like crap. I worked all night last night and have to go and do it again in a few hours. I woke up and my eyes are all sore and red...allergy season again.
xoxoxo
Ps. Did you see the tattoos? Check the journal entry before that one.
May 13- at 7pm going to Fusion in Dayton
May 14th- SG dinner and then Punknight in Troy OH
May 15th- Kings Island
May 16th- Cedar Point
May 17th- Peter Murphy show in Cleveland
May 18th- home
Maybe you'll be able to go to a few of these things too. I haven't seen in ages I think. It's been too long since I've been home.
Today I feel like crap. I worked all night last night and have to go and do it again in a few hours. I woke up and my eyes are all sore and red...allergy season again.
xoxoxo
Ps. Did you see the tattoos? Check the journal entry before that one.
feels good to be workin gout again. can't ait to be back in shape.
took the day opff to spend time with my daughter since kt had to work and noone was able to watch her, but it look slike im gonna end up cleaning her house
can't ait to be back in shape.
took the day opff to spend time with my daughter since kt had to work and noone was able to watch her, but it look slike im gonna end up cleaning her house
So i am back in the Gym, it feels good. hopefully it wont take to long to get back in reasonable shape.
hope everyone is doing well.
Lil get hold of me
hope everyone is doing well.
Lil get hold of me
Ok well i go back to work tomm. it will be nice to get back to work, and crappy too. all the driving and what not. hopefully they will give me a schedul ei can work with. because they are redoing them...
guess time will tell..
guess time will tell..
trebo:
Look at it this way you will get off your ass and do something constructive...Like making money 
So Lai (my daughter) havent been feeling well. basically she was sick and got me sick. such is the life of the doting father. she is feeling better other than a cough, which is a good thing. i gave her some medicine and laid her to bed. i have a monitor so i can hear her and knwo if something is worng.
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still off work after my surgery. feeling better even though my left sid eis still hurting. can't wait to go back to the gym and work out.
been playing World of Warcraft a lot. so if you play drop me a line.
been playing World of Warcraft a lot. so if you play drop me a line.
Still home after surgery. Not a lot going on, playing World of Warcraft, andf watching TV. Can't wait till im doing better, and i can go into the gym and stuff.
trebo:
Sucks being laid up like that man....at least you're trying to keep your mind occupied...It doesnt take much though does it?? 
ok had surgery on monday and i feel soso, really freaking sore, and the drugs dont hide all the paiun, which is fine.. but you knwo if they want to give you something for the pain, make it get rid of all the pain.
havent seen my little girl since sat and im missing her badly.
ok off to being a bum again
havent seen my little girl since sat and im missing her badly.
ok off to being a bum again
xmas was good, i actually got a game cube from my ex, and my sis and her fiance go tme one too.. how funny. my sis's fiance and i went and returned the 2nd one and got for games for it. woo hoo...
i miss my friends, i don't really have a lot of people that are close friends, mainly lillith and kyle. and i...
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lillithvain:
I have this killer headache today, but hey, life goes on. I can't wait until that cam comes so you can see my dumb ass running around like a moron on steroids.
I think I'm going to put off visiting there until April when it gets warmer and I have more free time to do stuff. Hopefully I'll have found a way to be independently wealthy by then and I can just do what I want when I want to do it!
I think I'm going to put off visiting there until April when it gets warmer and I have more free time to do stuff. Hopefully I'll have found a way to be independently wealthy by then and I can just do what I want when I want to do it!
lillithvain:
Pss...have I told you that your a sexy bitch lately?