kokei

Thanks for the compliment!
I hope you decide to stick it out... it sounds like it can only get better...and things always do get better!
And believe me, even though it breaks your daughter's heart when you go each time, that won't compare to the life long heart break if she never got to see you.
Everyone I ever knew who decided to hang on when they thought they didn't have anything to live for wound up a year or so later being so thankful they did.
I recommend getting off line and meeting real people
Hope it works out!
xoxo
Sunshineq