Saturday Jul 16, 2005

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So another b-day has passed. I'm another year older and nothing is really diffrent. i spent the evening alone for the most part other than having dinner with an old friend. not because it was my bday, but just because.

I got a t-shirt from my brother that says "I'm the evil twin" .

other than that it was a normal day.
trebo:
Hey once you get past thirty you realize that the best present is a quiet day ...Your daughter is getting really cute Kokei...Won't be long till you are going to sit the boys down...While polishing that shot gun smile ....She is going to be a heartbreaker!...

Sunday Jul 03, 2005

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Ok its almost my bday. we wont even get into the fact im getting old tongue

my PA is doing ok, still a little sore but ill live.

and lil you need to let me know when you will be up here so i can take off a day or two..

J

p.s. moved my personal webpage. its still under construction, but feel free to go...
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trebo:
Happy Birthday my friend...enjoy it

Tuesday Jun 28, 2005

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Go di hate how things are sometimes. sometime si wish i was a completely diffrent person than i am.. frown
trebo:
Hey Kokei...You are pretty awesome as you are...We all want to change things sometimes...We try our damndest to better ourselves each day...As long as we do that...We shoudn't have anty regrerts...Everything works out for the best...I know you know that...

Wednesday Jun 22, 2005

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this song makes so much sense right now


hey pig
yeah you
hey pig piggy pig pig pig
all of my fears came true
black and blue and broken bones you left me here
i'm all alone my little piggy needed something new
nothing can stop me now
I don't care anymore
nothing can stop me now
I just don't care
hey pig
nothing's turning...
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Saturday Jun 18, 2005

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Sitting Alone in the dark
Seeing the darkness for what it is
Friend, confidant, ally
A protector, blinding the truth
Taking you into the bosom of solitude
A warm safe place to hide
We are only ourselves when we are alone
Alone in the darkness you will see yourself for the first time
Reflected in the shadows
In the reflection you see all that you...
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Sunday May 22, 2005

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the days blend together
the nights a shady blur
like a child lost in the woods
crawling on bloody knees
after a trail of crumbs long ago eaten
eyes peer at me in the dark
confusion, hate, distrust, curiosity
my own fear chokes me,
hoping to save me from this punishment
to free me from something i cannot escape
lost and alone
the darkness comforts...
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b57913:
Hello fellow Ohioan. I also have that pink Jolly Rodger shirt that you are wearing in your pics. I get many complements on it.
kokei:
thx

Saturday May 07, 2005

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been busy at work this last couple of dates. we are upgrading our phone system from 4 digits to 5 which is a huge thing. hope everyone is doing well smile
lillithvain:
I"m tired and I'm sick of working. And, I'll be in town:

May 13- at 7pm going to Fusion in Dayton
May 14th- SG dinner and then Punknight in Troy OH
May 15th- Kings Island
May 16th- Cedar Point
May 17th- Peter Murphy show in Cleveland
May 18th- home

Maybe you'll be able to go to a few of these things too. I haven't seen in ages I think. It's been too long since I've been home.

Today I feel like crap. I worked all night last night and have to go and do it again in a few hours. I woke up and my eyes are all sore and red...allergy season again.

xoxoxo kiss

Ps. Did you see the tattoos? Check the journal entry before that one.

Thursday Apr 28, 2005

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feels good to be workin gout again. smile can't ait to be back in shape.

took the day opff to spend time with my daughter since kt had to work and noone was able to watch her, but it look slike im gonna end up cleaning her house frown

Saturday Apr 23, 2005

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So i am back in the Gym, it feels good. hopefully it wont take to long to get back in reasonable shape.

hope everyone is doing well.

Lil get hold of me tongue

Monday Apr 04, 2005

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Ok well i go back to work tomm. it will be nice to get back to work, and crappy too. all the driving and what not. hopefully they will give me a schedul ei can work with. because they are redoing them...

guess time will tell..
trebo:
Look at it this way you will get off your ass and do something constructive...Like making money wink

Wednesday Mar 16, 2005

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So Lai (my daughter) havent been feeling well. basically she was sick and got me sick. such is the life of the doting father. she is feeling better other than a cough, which is a good thing. i gave her some medicine and laid her to bed. i have a monitor so i can hear her and knwo if something is worng.

Well its the...
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Tuesday Mar 15, 2005

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still off work after my surgery. feeling better even though my left sid eis still hurting. can't wait to go back to the gym and work out.

been playing World of Warcraft a lot. so if you play drop me a line.
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