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so i need to start getting out more. my schedule can be a pain. is anyone in the cincy area interested in hanging out? catch a movie, go have lunch. I'm retty open, i figure the first step is just getting out, and meeting some new people ...

feel free to send me a message..
lillithvain:
Today is national friend day. You've been tagged as one of my friends! (I feel sorry for you).

I consider you my friend.

Ps... It's not a chain letter but you should pass it on to your friends!
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Is there anybody out there?
envy:
yep, somewhere, i'm sure.. maybe life as we know it has ended?
lillithvain:
No, we are all hiding under ground because someone told us that the sky was falling. wink kiss
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So a friend was supposed to come visit me and i took time off work and everything. well they arent coming it seems. im so tired of all this shit..


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Mirror View

I look at you and cant decide
to hold your hand or run and hide
skin crawls but i cant let go
a face so familiar, but noone i know.

i see lips moving
but i can't hear you scream
i have open eyes
but im still just looking through this dream

i touch your face so cold and smooth
almost as if...
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sunshine:
Thanks for the compliment! smile
I hope you decide to stick it out... it sounds like it can only get better...and things always do get better!
And believe me, even though it breaks your daughter's heart when you go each time, that won't compare to the life long heart break if she never got to see you.
Everyone I ever knew who decided to hang on when they thought they didn't have anything to live for wound up a year or so later being so thankful they did.
I recommend getting off line and meeting real people smile
Hope it works out!
xoxo
Sunshineq
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need to find a way to keep my mind occupied. considered the idea to start dating and such non sense. it never works well. im not very good with people when it comes to an emotional nature. in either regards of reading or expressing them. i usually end up being one extreem or another.

hobbies are expensive. or time consuming which isnt that bad. i...
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starting a new website. gonna reinvent myself. wanna start doing my photography again. maybe do some shots for any of the girls on SG. ill post some pics later, of stuff i've done..

the new site will be suicideking.org nothing up really but feel free to go look
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ever felt you were dead inside?

ever felt like you should make the inside match the outside?
envy:
constantly