kohana

No puppies yet... waiting in anticipation now for them to come into our world. Even though it will only be for 6 weeks until they find new homes - it's the small things in life that count...

About other things that make a difference, is the people you choose to share your life with. Right now I'm happy sharing my dreams, goals and aspirations with the people in my life... bar for one thing that's been scratching at me for the last few months now. It is my ex-best friend and girl-friend... We always had good times together and never fought or argued about anything...At first we agreed to be friends... but have 'fun' on the odd occasion. It got to be more than that... we enjoyed each other's company... we went out together...and not long after that I came clean and told her that i am highly attracted to her... she confessed that she had feelings for me even though she'd never classified herself as being bisexual... Things got more intense from there on in and I fell for her. I didn't understand how it could be possible but sometimes i even thought it better to turn Lesbian all together (that's just how good it all was ) Her boyfriend never knew about us although mine at the time was fine with everything he quite enjoyed the fact of me experimenting (good man) Something somewhere down the line went bad and we just stopped talking and seeing each other. I thought her man had found out about us and their relationship was at risk - I'd never do something to risk someone's relationship for my own selfish desires.

Anyways to get to the point... she wants me to have dinner with her tomorrow evening... i'm excited to see her again.. but not sure what to expect... Maybe its better not to expect anything at all??