kogun

SON of a WHORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I just spent 2 hours writting a blog explaining my life with depression, the last year, and the state I find myself in now and it got deleted when I hit the add button.

SO fuking PISSED

that thing was like a term paper.



FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Life is VERY strange lately. More later.

I am done....(continueously listening to Stone Sour's version of Wicked Game)........FUCK IT MAN, I'm DONE............Life wins..................my heart is cracked for the last time......

Been busy traveling. So sorry for the lack of updates or responses..........Why is shit weird again? Eh, fuck it. It seems like I've been on this site long enough where it will never be how I remember it, in both the good ways and the great ways.

Let me see news....news..
-I shaved. Made it just over a year without shaving. So anyone who thinks...
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On my way to Atlanta for time with the friends and family.

Bulletpoints update-

-Had surgery am fine. Thank you for the well wishes.

-realized I FUCKIN HATE stitches in the mouth!!!!!!!!

-Still going through bits of depression from friends death......getting further between..so getting better.

-spent only 5 hrs in San Fran. Flew in and flew out the same day as I had nothing else to do. my friends there suck I guess. (if you live there...
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still weak from surgery. Better up date later.

Alive.

Quick update-

-Still having a hard time with the death. I'd known him for 10 yrs, So the cancer wasn't a shock it just seemed like it wasn't a thing.

-Trying to work on new pieces. Among them some t-shirt designs for an Affliction type line I was hired to do. And a bunch of experimental stuff. Also in talks for another show.

-Saw...
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I don't know what to say or how to feel right now.

I just learned a good friend died. I am usually good with death, but right now I just don't know. He was somebody who took time out of his life and helped me. Befriended a young artist. I just don't know what to say. Alll that keeps going through my mind are memories...
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