kogun

So this is my first journal entry and I really don't think I'm in the right state of mind to be writing but Fuck It. You want to know what sucks about living in paradise is you never know when shit is going to work. Example I've been without internet and phone for the last 6 weeks. Why because the BEC and the rest of the fuckin government here sucks. And if you're saying "oh poor me", think about living on an island 8 miles long by 1 mile wide where everything closes by 8pm without that stuff then you might get a picture of my life. Anyway the reason I started typing was because I think I finally found her. The girl of my dreams, The thing I have been seeking for 6 yrs. The only problem is I think she's going to punch me in the face in the morning. Why, well because she had to much to drink and fell off my golfcart tonight. Don't worry though nothing is broken, just alittle road rash which I myself have had several times because of both my dirt and street bikes. Anyway back on subject, see this is a small island. The kind of place where you might go to escape the world. So to go out to the only night spot on the island tonight when you know nothing is going on and to meet a girl from your hometown is quiet a shocker. Especially one that hates the hell-hole as much as I do. And also has a bullshit college degrees, same as me. Plus she's hot and has a bit of an adittude. See the only problem is she got hurt tonight and may hold that against me. I mean right now my heart seriously hurts just thinking about this girl. So I want things to go right. Please help any advice right now would be welcomed especially from the females. I'll right more in my journal when I'm a little bit more sober. Oh and thanks in advance for any help.