Regardless that I only have a few followers lol I just wanted to say life is pain, but I am trying to fight hard for what I want, to see my son grow up happy, grow stronger in my heart and mind, to actually achieve the great things I wanted to do, give my son an idol, but more importantly actually be proud of myself...I keep having to tell myself that nothing happens overnight, each day is a fight inside me to do what is right and to be humble, I want to chill with the monks in the mountains of tibet or something and get away from the stress and everyday life that annoys me. Rarely does anyone have any morals, but I want to be those select few that can actually do the right thing and be an honorable Marine that I was so long ago...People change but that doesn't give us an excuse to be a far worse person than what we were in the beginning. I choose to be a better person....don't anyone really cares what I have to say but I figured I might just use this to express my feelings....Glory to Helghan lol
