told her...
useless....
useless....
I want to tell her badly that I love her...
but what's the point? she is leaving in like 30 hours and I will never see her again...
but what's the point? she is leaving in like 30 hours and I will never see her again...
another good therapy session....
next time is gonna be a disaster, we are gonna talk about relationships...
big problem!
next time is gonna be a disaster, we are gonna talk about relationships...
big problem!
Leave it for a stupid fuck like me to ruin every potential thing...
godiva:
dont be down on ur self! xox
Had my first therapy session today... feeling good about my therapist.
she is nice.
time for all this depression shit to go away.
she is nice.
time for all this depression shit to go away.
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godiva:
well i respect ppls choices to not go or to go on meds; i am on meds... am i happy bout it? not really, but i was just gunna slowly ween myself off, bc i take a high dosage and honestly i really dont know if they do much other than calm me down sometimes (which is nice 4 once in a while) haha but so is pot so i mean u never know. recently we have discovered that I am AADD or w/e so i may not even need anti-d's.... but if u do start taking meds, just know that if you wanna go off, you cant do cold turkey.... o the sickness of withdrawal. i thought heroine addicts had it bad but truth is ne thing can make your body feel like complete crap.
good luck, if you decide to look into meds honestly i would jus stay away from it unless ur therapist says u really really need it. this prob should be in a message rather than a comment... o well xox
good luck, if you decide to look into meds honestly i would jus stay away from it unless ur therapist says u really really need it. this prob should be in a message rather than a comment... o well xox
godiva:
ahh man sorry i was trying to clean out my inbox i must of flaked**** oops! that video is so ridiculous but i know some kids that exactly like him so i found it quite cute! xxox
Not a chance...
I lost my prose in tumbeling nightmares...
I lost my prose in tumbeling nightmares...
raia:
Ahahah bisous 
I think I have a crush on someone....
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trills:
Awww 
metatag:
Fingers crossed that your crush works out!
Is it hard to find jobs in Scotland? I can't remember what you studied. IT comes to mind, which is generally an employable skill. Fingers crossed on the job front too!
Is it hard to find jobs in Scotland? I can't remember what you studied. IT comes to mind, which is generally an employable skill. Fingers crossed on the job front too!
bleh...nevermind...
I am just a stupid idiot...
I am just a stupid idiot...
yuriel:
I hate bdays. 
Thanks anyways.
It is already tommorrow over there isn't it?
Thanks anyways.
It is already tommorrow over there isn't it?
Question for the ladies...
do you like getting competed for? even if you are taken?
do you like getting competed for? even if you are taken?
I feel like I lost some one in my family...
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Rest In Peace George Carlin
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Rest In Peace George Carlin
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raia:
Would love too
metatag:
He was a good comedian.
How are things in Scotland? Have you got much more of your course to go and what happens when that's finished?
Lebanon seems to be drifting back into violence. I hope that they can find peace again. It seemed that the troubles were over not so long ago...
How are things in Scotland? Have you got much more of your course to go and what happens when that's finished?
Lebanon seems to be drifting back into violence. I hope that they can find peace again. It seemed that the troubles were over not so long ago...