its just too weird.
its been 2 years and a bit that I broke up with her, and I sitll think of her every fucking day.
I even had the possibility of moving to the city she lives in now.
so I had to ask that fucking question : sent her an email: single or not?
nope in relationship....9 months.
I am sad very sad, but it had to be done. because I already knew the answer before asking.
its been 2 years after all...
but I need it to make sure, that way I don;t move there, and it finalise the decision.
but it still damn hurts.
its been 2 years and a bit that I broke up with her, and I sitll think of her every fucking day.
I even had the possibility of moving to the city she lives in now.
so I had to ask that fucking question : sent her an email: single or not?
nope in relationship....9 months.
I am sad very sad, but it had to be done. because I already knew the answer before asking.
its been 2 years after all...
but I need it to make sure, that way I don;t move there, and it finalise the decision.
but it still damn hurts.
Does she still have feelings for you, do you think?
I can't teach you, sometimes it's just a facade. But if you start putting an act on, eventually it'll rub off.
A friend of mine told me that when she broke up with her ex and was feeling down, she put post-it's around the apartment, reminding her to smile and stuff. Like on the bathroom mirror she drew a huge smiley, making her laugh.
-Oh, and I listen to loud music and force myself to do silly poses in front of the mirror while getting dressed or dancing around in the apartment with the vacuumer. And I never dance, unless I'm really really drunk....