kod

I feel like such a failure...

I haven't had these deep depressing suicidal thoughts in more than year a now, and now they are back ...
I feel very very bad, I feel like I failed my parents and myself...I shouldn't have come to Edinburgh, I made my parents pay so much and I failed at the end, and I worked the best I could, and my best was not good enough.
I am not to the level of the University of Edinburgh.
I shouldn't be here...