kod

okie for the past few months I have been trying to get the heck out of this country... need a life change and staying in lebanon wouldnt fix it,
so I was working for being accepted in some universities...
so I applied to 4 different universities.

1) Chalmers in goeteborg sweden. got my answer on the 18th of may didnt accepted.
2)McGill in montreal,(bad news 30th of may... no mcgill for me)
3)concordia in montreal.
4) edinburgh university..

still got those 3 options left and I am waiting, I am on fire I hate waiting...
anyway if I have not been accepted I am going to have to find work in dubai, but if that is the case... internet is censored in that country... so I might not appear on SG again. (I may find a way around that )
and if that doesnt work out either...I am going to stay in lebanon and going nuts ... since most of my friends are leaving this country for a better career.
oh well...

I am going nuts in the waiting process,,, I hate waiting...
anyway...
just a random question... what would you follow given 2 completely different choices, one based on your brain and the other based on your heart?