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Today I realized that have have been blessed. I have been blessed by 2 lovely women, Erica and Catherine. Even though it is a shame that our relationships did not work out I feel blessed by knowing them and getting to share a part of my life with them.
Today as I was doing my dishes it dawned on me that I well never forget them and they will always be a part of my life or at least the memories and what I have learned from our relationships. I am happy to know that I will never forget the things we did, with Erica it was experiencing a girlfriend in a long term way, or playing in the snow with me, watching her build fires, and watching her sleep. With Catherine I remember going on walks with her arm through mine our heads held high, or any of our many road trips we went on, and the lemon meringue pies she made me for my birthday. I am thankful for it all even though it all came with a price, pain. I'm ok with that now. I'm ok because I know that I don't have to try and hold on to the memories any more in fear of forgetting about them because the memories aren't going to leave, even if I wanted them to.
I am blessed because I got to be in love and have somebody fall in love with me.
I am blessed because as time goes by these memories become more and more pleasant and I can smile about what I shared with these 2 lovely women.

One day I will meet another and quite possibly another. The good thing is I can only learn from the experiences and make some more lovely memories.