ME ME ME ME ME ME ME
That's the only person I'm thinking about now because thinking about others doesn't help me at all. When I decided to move to Florida, I was thinking about someone else. When I put on my clothes for work every day, I'm thinking about how others would react if I put on what I want to wear. When I...
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That's the only person I'm thinking about now because thinking about others doesn't help me at all. When I decided to move to Florida, I was thinking about someone else. When I put on my clothes for work every day, I'm thinking about how others would react if I put on what I want to wear. When I...
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shiz:
Sounds like a plan to me Kobes. Rock on. 
anti_:
The Art of Selfishness. Good book to keep you in the right head space. I'm very happy to hear you're focused on number one.
I don't generally do this (I think I have like twice ever), but go show some love to my good friend Salliss' set Starry Eyed that's in MR right now.
Longer, personal update blog later
-K
Longer, personal update blog later
-K
ok so as much as I wanted to keep this quiet, my plan is to move once I have $3k in the bank. At this point I can't stay in this stupid boring town any longer. It's seriously depressing me and I miss my fucking friends and want to start my life.....again. My two options for cities are Philly and L.A. I still haven't decided...
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elizadoolittle:
No! Step Mama beautiful!
havvoc:
Thanks! <3
So I had to say goodbye to Sillyk, Space_case, Elr0d, and his friend Jake today. 
Good news is we had a wonderful time and everyone ate very well thanks to Elr0d's cooking. It was a very chill 2 days. Here's some pics!
First night. Spacey lookin all adorable and whatnot. (Silly put beer bottle caps on her nips...still not sure why,...
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Good news is we had a wonderful time and everyone ate very well thanks to Elr0d's cooking. It was a very chill 2 days. Here's some pics!First night. Spacey lookin all adorable and whatnot. (Silly put beer bottle caps on her nips...still not sure why,...
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dorsal:
looks like ur hanging out with a bunch of pretty girls ! hehe
yea we;ve been looking around that area. ive traveled to colorado a few times and i loved it.
yea we;ve been looking around that area. ive traveled to colorado a few times and i loved it.
coolshtcaity:
glad you had so much fun kobey
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaand back to being lonely....yes, I realize that I have lots of really great friends and that I am loved, but I'm getting kinda sick of being just everyone's friend. Don't get me wrong, I LOVE LOVE LOVE LVOE my friends from here. I just...I want something more. No, I don't want to go to bars and try and find someone to snuggle with. No,...
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cfq:
sadly, i don't think it will be possible. that would be 7 hours of driving in one day for me...i dont think it would be very fun cause i'd have to turn right back around LOL
coolshtcaity:
sometimes even though we KNOW the reality of things and the limitations that reality provides... it's good to just vent about it. do a little kicking and screaming. have a tantrum.
i'm lonely too so i know what you mean. but i haven't had any real life friend for years now so i might be a little more used to it than you are. although now i have one or two real life human friends and that's weird for me too. learning how to be a real person again. crazy scary. and dating, even scarier. but thats me. and you're you. and you're awesome.
i know it's hard to hear and you already know it, but things will work out. they'll fall into place... just when you're least expecting them to. that is usually how things work silly life, it works itself out when we're not paying any attention! in the meantime, you always have lots of friends here that will be there for you to listen to your frustrations and your rants and everything in between. always!
i'm lonely too
so i know what you mean. but i haven't had any real life friend for years now so i might be a little more used to it than you are. although now i have one or two real life human friends and that's weird for me too. learning how to be a real person again. crazy scary. and dating, even scarier. but thats me. and you're you. and you're awesome.
i know it's hard to hear and you already know it, but things will work out. they'll fall into place... just when you're least expecting them to. that is usually how things work
silly life, it works itself out when we're not paying any attention! in the meantime, you always have lots of friends here that will be there for you to listen to your frustrations and your rants and everything in between. always! 
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cfq:
hahaha
i used to work as an EMT in ambulances in emergency situation and in a hospital...
i get in a mindset...
i used to work as an EMT in ambulances in emergency situation and in a hospital...
i get in a mindset...
anti_:
Sad imma miss it.
I didn't realize it till now (2 hours after waking up), but i had a dream I was in chat, and saw that there were actual people in the V&E chat room and was going to go in there but then I woke up....wtf?
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havvoc:
Most of the time I don't, but then there are days where I look around and I'm sitting in a room that I rent in a house in a shitty neighborhood, working my ass off for change, realizing that this is what I'm dealing with until I can figure out a way to go back to school or something. I just want a change.
havvoc:
The first thing I need to do is get a car. For sure.
I hate living so far away from everyone.....fucking lonely sometimes
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doll_:
No lonelies. You are so very loved.
Here if you ever need me. x
Here if you ever need me. x
seann:
You say you dont have one... but you forgot ME!!! MUUAAHAHAHAHAHAAAHAAAAAAHAAAAAaaaa.......
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kas:
love you too
seann:
omg i hates u...... no not really....
fulla jelly i am
we have to arrange a meet!
fulla jelly i am
we have to arrange a meet!
So I had an amazing Xmas with one of my favorite Chatters Sillyk, her hubby Elr0d, and TheBogsey was there for a bit too! I'm SO happy with my birthday present she gave me too!!!! I'll postpone of it tonight when I get home as I'm on my phone right now but OMG it's so fucking awesome!!! Thank you SO much Kath! I...
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anti_:
Ahahahahaha Silly called the two chat windows. That's AWESOME!
_batty_:
I love it! I love sillyk! and I love you! Im glad you had a great new years..but i cant wait til you get back cuz i miss you! <3 xoxoxo