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kobeyk

Portland, OR

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Monday Feb 06, 2012

Feb 6, 2012
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aaaaaaaaaaaaaaand back to being lonely....yes, I realize that I have lots of really great friends and that I am loved, but I'm getting kinda sick of being just everyone's friend. Don't get me wrong, I LOVE LOVE LOVE LVOE my friends from here. I just...I want something more. No, I don't want to go to bars and try and find someone to snuggle with. No, I don't want to HAVE to move to find someone. Yes, I do want to move this year so I don't expect to find the love of my life in the next couple years (if I haven't already). Yes, I realize that the choices I've made will probably make it a LOT harder to find someone really special that will love me for me and not judge me, but I do know that it's still possible because of the fact that my friends don't judge me because of those same decisions. Honestly, I really would settle for someone that lives in my town, that I could spend some time with when I'm not at work that likes curling up and watching a movie on the couch...even if it's once every week or two. Being two hours away from a couple people that I could to that with may not seem like a long way to a lot of you, but it's too far for me when I drive a scooter and wouldn't be able to make the drive due to gas tank size and the Everglades being between me and them all. Oh well...I guess I just have to wait it out...I hope the wait is worth it.
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cfq:
sadly, i don't think it will be possible. that would be 7 hours of driving in one day for me...i dont think it would be very fun cause i'd have to turn right back around LOL
Feb 6, 2012
coolshtcaity:
sometimes even though we KNOW the reality of things and the limitations that reality provides... it's good to just vent about it. do a little kicking and screaming. have a tantrum.

i'm lonely too smile so i know what you mean. but i haven't had any real life friend for years now so i might be a little more used to it than you are. although now i have one or two real life human friends and that's weird for me too. learning how to be a real person again. crazy scary. smile and dating, even scarier. but thats me. and you're you. and you're awesome.

i know it's hard to hear and you already know it, but things will work out. they'll fall into place... just when you're least expecting them to. that is usually how things work smile silly life, it works itself out when we're not paying any attention! in the meantime, you always have lots of friends here that will be there for you to listen to your frustrations and your rants and everything in between. always! smile
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