It has been a few days since my last update, and to add to the dismay of the world my Grandmother passed yesterday. That means she was the last of my grandparents and my blind ass never went to see her when she was sick and she also didn't get to see me having a family and all the normal things life was suppose to hold. So now that I will be 36 this year and haven't done too many amazing things to be proud of I have no clue in what to do now. Life seems so wasted when you let your dreams slowly fade away. Well enough dreary chat for now. Enjoy your day! 