knowguud

this morning the oldest of all my close family was found in her home dead... the intial shock is beginning to wear off. now I'm just recalling good times. times that others might find disturbing are quite normal in my family. for example, I used to live across the street from erin some years back, fresah out of rehab and crawling out of my skinlong story short she also was secretly using chemicals to get through the days...I end up in the icu after a long binge weekend and doctors told me I had hours left... all my family gathered there. no erin.. a couple days and nights later I make a surprise comeback and a full recovery... came home to an empty apt. I could only laugh due to the fact that nothing was said tween the two of us about the whole situation, she just bought it all back one piece at a time...love my family...