Today is a day that will change my life forever. Ive had this on going battle with self for three years regarding the status of my relationship with my mother. It started when my father died and has progressively declined since. The women has killed choked strangled and destroyed any bit of love i could ever have for her and today im done.
There will be no baby shower for me , she does not know the babies name, or due date. She is to busy to do anything with me or heaven forbid for me. She only wants her hair done. I am dead inside and feel as though if i died during child birth she would be happier except she'd have to find a new stylist.
Im over human relations currently and this blog is it for me. I want six feet of dirt shoveled upon me and to be done.
This suks and im out
There will be no baby shower for me , she does not know the babies name, or due date. She is to busy to do anything with me or heaven forbid for me. She only wants her hair done. I am dead inside and feel as though if i died during child birth she would be happier except she'd have to find a new stylist.
Im over human relations currently and this blog is it for me. I want six feet of dirt shoveled upon me and to be done.
This suks and im out
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trixxx:
omg!! if you decide you like human relation again i am here whenever you wanna talk, just message me and i will call or whatevs ok lady?
trixxx:
what's a bunko party? like a sleepover?