Man... I have got to stop watching scrubs, and greys anatomy, and any other shows that underneath the surface are just about human relationships. Much as both shows entertain me, they also depress the shit outta me. Everytime I finish watching either of those shows, I get up, walk away and am hit by an overwhelming sense of how alone i feel.
Its funny how you can have a whole bunch of friends who you love, who you are pretty sure love you too, but if you're not really connecting with any of them, you might as well be on a deserted island in some respects. This post is the underline to the point its here to make - why am I whining my ass off about how sad i am here? Because i dont feel like there's anyone I can talk to about how i feel, and im pretty sure that if anyone is reading this at all, its not anyone I know IRL. How sad is that? I've a handful of friends who i love more than life, and yet i can't talk to them about how fucking detatched i feel because theyre the ones im detatched from, and I don't want to come across like an emotionally needy whiner.... which i evidently am.
Must be time to shoot myself, I think I've caught the emo.
Its funny how you can have a whole bunch of friends who you love, who you are pretty sure love you too, but if you're not really connecting with any of them, you might as well be on a deserted island in some respects. This post is the underline to the point its here to make - why am I whining my ass off about how sad i am here? Because i dont feel like there's anyone I can talk to about how i feel, and im pretty sure that if anyone is reading this at all, its not anyone I know IRL. How sad is that? I've a handful of friends who i love more than life, and yet i can't talk to them about how fucking detatched i feel because theyre the ones im detatched from, and I don't want to come across like an emotionally needy whiner.... which i evidently am.
Must be time to shoot myself, I think I've caught the emo.
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