After all is said and done there are things youcan never change, you just have to go on and look at the positive things in your life. Learn the mistakes that have been made and try to overcome anything that gets in your way of happiness. I have learned that i can life without a certin something in my life but i dont want that. I have also learned that things and people do change. Sometimes you have to take a ass kicking and go on. The one thing i have learned is what i truely want in life and i feel as though i may have a chance to have that now and i am going to do what ever it takes to hold on to that. you know who you are, and you are the best thing that has ever happened to me, I love you and no matter what happens i will stand beside you. I mat have never told you but you have always been my angel, sorry it took so long to tell you. 