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in case you ever wondered what that horrible horrible crush I had at work looked like

here's someone very similar



ya know
I can't drive my car off a cliff, it's least.

what happens if you take too much advil??

today pretty much blew ass. it was humid and rainy, eye candy just seemed to show up at the most inconvenient times at the job . . including the copier trainer (how do they hire these fucking people, make them live in a reality TV house and have dress up contests once a week??!?! god!)
. . .good thing I took a half a day, so I could go t the CMJ heavy hitters showcase in the city
I mainly went ot see the_network and the Chariot
but the other three bands were good too. . .even Despised Icon (I HATE their new record. . . .HATE IT). Met some dorks, like myself, hung out all night, took pictures with band members and generally had an awesome time.

music is the only thing that makes me happy anyomre
it's true
everything else just pisses me off eventually

gonna see Jesu and Torche tomorrow
I COULD go to the CMJ show in the city tonight, but I don't feel like buying two train tickets to the city two days in a row, when the Sunday show is in Poughkeepsie and I can just drive there and not pay anything. . . .only thing that makes me wanna go to the Saturday show anyway is that I won't be doing anything else Saturday. I never do.
I need more SINGLE freinds to hang out with. Kids in relationships can never come hang out. . . .I mean, they can't.
What good are they??