and now an episode of "Cory (ya know. . .I REALLY shouldn't make my real name known on this site. . .I'm fucked as it is) and his subconcious"

todays episode: "why is she still trying to befreind someone that she knows hates her guts?"

*i get up to walk away*

her- "you don't wanna sit with us?"
me- "nah, i just forgot somehting, i'll be right back"

my subconcious - "no, I just don't wanna sit with YOU, you whore!"
my subconcious - "like you fucking care!"
my subconcious - "i hope you get hit by a drunk driver on the way home"
my subconcious - "don't you fuckin' lookit me"

*cue "in dreams" by Roy Orbison*

do you really want me to go on????

I think I'm gonna watch Blue Velvet right now actually.

and that won't help the situation, believe me


and for the record, I did stick around and chat with everyone else at the lunch table. . .but she never fucking left. . .

. . why does it even matter.

I should be over this stupid shit by now.

I really shouldn't leave the house. . .ever. . .