ok. i have been feeling weird as shit about life and things going on. I have been dating a girl for a while and i am happy with that, yet I feel odd that i am happy. I have the chance to get this kick ass job but i dont know if i want it b/c it might interfear with band stuff and school. I am moving out of my partment i have lived in for three years now and into a house with three other people that one i only know really well. I guess things have just been changing and I was so used to the norm that I am taking it with a spoon full of odd. 