this is not worth reading
i am too self centered
i feel too much self pity
i am too dramatic
i am angry for having feelings, i am sorry to have wasted your time,
i dont understand human relationships, there is nothing attractive about me, i wish i was invisible life is easier when you are invisible, sure it is lonley, but it is worse for me to visible and be lonely, at least if i was invisible i would have an excuse. i am tired of being me. i feel so unworthy of love or friendship that i go overboard with both. i have sacrificed a lot for others, yet i feel guilty accepting anything from others. i am so unworthy that i would give someone everything just to feel somewhat worthy. this is how i feel, pls if you wasted your time reading this, do not tell me i am wrong for feelin this way, just tell me that there is hope for it to all be different. i feel i have lost hope.
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lucenteen:
perk up my friend 
ms:
You're human. That's why you feel this way. No matter how surrounded by friends and family we are we will always feel alone because. You are a nurturing person. you like to give and hate to receive. If you were dramatic then you wouldn't be a person, you'd be a robot. At least Uncle Sam hasn't taken away your ability to be yourself. No matter what you think brother you have a bunch of muthafuckers in Phoenix who would always happy to take you in and keep you happy for a while. Even if you have to go AWOL.