kludog

i really dont like talking. i dont like the pressure of feeling like i have to be entertaining. i dont like have to think about what to say. sometimes talking comes naturally, but other times it is like hard. i got to hang out with this cute girl. at first it was pretty easy talkin to her, then i just couldnt keep comin up with interestin things to talk about. so anyway, i wanted to ask her out but since i was havin a hard time conversin only after one day, i figured it wasnt for the best.
chat last night was too fun, i was up till 3 am in teh face. hehe i woke up at 530 and i had to be at work at 550. i dont think i have ever moved that fast. hehe.
listening to hole and evanescence today. i love courtney loves voice.
i wish i had a night job, i am more hyper and active at night. and a hell of lot happier.