kludog

i was in such a good mood this morning. then i slept all day,, another day down the drain, chat like most social interaction is weird to me. i try hard but i cant impress others and when i dont try i dont seem to be noticed. i as once told there are three yous. the person others see you as, the person you see yourself as and the person you really are. i amm soooooo super stoked about this week, had a long weekend fell asleep was late for work, slept all day, anyway, dont want to jinx things . soo fingers crossed for a killah week. aww charmed is on, time to go, i grew up with tv and movies. so my favorite shows are ;
er, my favorite show ever!
friends
mad tv and snl
the history and discovery channels.
well charmed is over, but ever after is on, that drew barrymore gilr is the bizomb

ok i tried to be happy and content, but that shit just isnt working. will there ever be a place where the true outcast can all hang, i am soo sick of cliques. it isnt as bad as high school. but the older you get the more subtle the clique becomes. i seem to be very bitter, but i feel i have just cause, typical. i dont know why i assumed that ppl would be more accepting. therefore i think i am goin to leave all the groups i am in. who was it that said i would never join any group that would have me. i think it was the marx brothers, maybe groucho. why do i want to segregate myself off from ppl? i dont feel anymore connected to others by being apart of a group. i feel more like i am keeping others out. so there goes todays rants. argh.
ok i am not leaving all the groups, just some that i dont feel i can learn from.