kludog

optimisim is like false happiness. everytime something is built up it is a big let down. there was alot on my mind, but i dont think i should let it all out now. actually there is only one thing on my mind, and no it is not sex, i seem to have a ratio of one stupid thing i say per conversation. i am realizing how behind the power curve i am. is there truely a soulmate that cares not about possessions? ani said it best women learn to be women and men learn to be men. but what happens when they are not taught? i have a bad tendency of finding the best part of someone, the parts that we have in common, i should find reasons to not like someone,. that makes the infatuation go away alot sooner. anyways thanks to the ppl that wrote here last time.