klu

take this bitterness, this anger.
how do you say not to be this way!!!!! i fuckin hate you with your condesending smiles. i wish i could burn you alive! although that would still not quench my anger, my desire.
you are like aphrodite, smiling and sayin dont be sad that you are not worth my love.
i hate being this way. i wish to destroy my desires. i want to feel nothing towards anything. take this away from me. the desire i feel could crush a submarine. it is destroying me slowly. every glance at your picture makes me even more jealous, more angry, more bitter. i am glad you are leaving, i hope you feel this horrible way someday, i want to tell you to not be bitter with a smile. you are fuckin sadistic.

i live in my flesh coffin waiting for my death.